retirement, year four

I’m 70 now. It is with something akin to shock that I realize it has been four full years since I entered into retirement. Paradoxically, I’ve done a lot and yet not enough in the areas that needed something to be done. I’ve lived along with everyone else in the world through the COVID pandemic, the lockdown, the lockdown aftermath, and finally, all the political sturm and drang produced by the inflated Orange One to arrive in the year of our Lord 2024.

The year 2023 was a real personal shock on a very personal level. My father passed away along with an aunt on my mother’s side. Three more deaths rounded out the year, one of them both a co-worker and engineer as well as a great friend who I met back in 1985 at a local computer club meeting in downtown Orlando. His small company was critical to me surviving a layoff that lasted essentially from June until October of 1989; he hired me as a consultant to help write some important embedded software for a system used on draglines, one of them a machine in central Texas I helped him work on. Many memories, many projects. In the end he seemed to slip away.

My wife is also experiencing some serious medical issues. In May, the day before Mother’s Day, she wound up heading to the hospital in an ambulance. Right before the ambulance came I injected her with an epinephrine pen because she was “presenting” all the symptoms of anaphylactic shock. The head of the ER where she was taken stated I probably saved her life with that action. While I’m certainly glad I did, it still shook me up quite a bit to realize how close she might have come to her own death. That in turn forced me to consider what to do if she were to pass from me, and ways to watch and prevent the May episode from happening again. I’ve been thinking of it ever since.

She spent a week in hospital. We still don’t know what happened to her in May. The medical system here in Florida has messed up one critical test after another, and let one important opportunity after another slip by. We’ve traveled to specialists all over, one down in Fort Lauderdale, and she’s scheduled to see another at the University of Miami mid-January. She’s found one local doctor who is actually sympathetic and is trying to get to the bottom of what is happening, and just doesn’t dismiss her out of hand.

I’ve also lined up two different work opportunities I hope open up this year. To be blunt I need the additional income. Expenses have come up that need to be taken care of, and there are more in the future. The idea that retirement is some golden paradise is a farce, especially for mere mortals such as Judy and I.

The good news is that I don’t have the genetic predisposition for Alzheimers, and my health habit (I never drank nor smoked, and was never a “recreational” drug user) also bolster my health and considerably lower the chances of my developing Alzheimers. There’s also a report out now showing a strong link between gingivitis and Alzheimers, as the bacteria P. gingivalis is found in the brains of many who have died of Alzheimers. The amyloid buildup in the victim’s brains was a symptom, not the cause, and was the brain’s way of trying to trap the bacterial invaders. I go to a dentist every six months and my mouth health is in very good shape. I have all my teeth and no cavities.

This year is a major election year with the Orange One running again on the Republican ticket and threatening democracy everywhere in this country. Now’s not the time to shrink into a hole and pull it in after me. I need to take a more alert, and if possible, a more politically activist stance.

A lot of challenges face me to be sure. This coming year won’t be boring, that’s for sure.

Links

Scientists May Have Found the Cause of Alzheimer’s Disease—And How to Reverse Ithttps://www.thehealthy.com/alzheimers/common-disease-can-actually-kickstart-alzheimers/

shedding sunday — applications and subscriptions

Last week I talked about dropping YouTube, and before that I discussed dropping social media. This Sunday I’ll talk about dropping certain applications and why I dropped them.

I, along with millions of others, don’t keep track of application subscriptions. Once enabled they renew monthly or yearly until such time as I shut them down. Forgotten subscriptions are a slow drain on your long-term finances. It might not sound like much, but over time it adds up. The next time you look at a monthly subscription, multiply it by 12 and then ask yourself do you really think you’re getting that much benefit from spending that much every year? I’ll bet the answer, with very few exceptions, is a resounding ‘no’.

While I cleaned house of more than the following two, the two most important I shut down were Disney+ and Ulysses Mobile. Here’s why I signed up to them, and why I’ve moved on.

Disney+

I signed up to Disney+ in January 2021 for $6.99/month. I’d already noticed that Disney had pulled all of its properties (movies, TV shows) from Netflix, which was one reason I dropped my Netflix subscription. It was also some number of months into the COVID 19 lockdown, and I wanted to see some of the latter MCU movies I’d missed because they were in a movie theater and there was no way in hell I was going to sit in a crowded room with lots of other people, even with a mask. At first I was thrilled to be able to see not only the recent releases, but a lot of the older releases I hadn’t seen because Disney had put them on their streaming service. For a long time I was happy.

But a funny thing happened the following year in 2022. I began to watch shows from the MCU and Star Wars I didn’t care for. From the MCU side the only shows I sat completely through were Wanda Vision, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier, Loki, and Hawkeye. All the others I dropped after watching about fifteen minutes of the first episode. Probably the worst two of the other shows were She Hulk: Attorney at Law and What If…? She Hulk was just bad writing all around, and What If was bad animation and bad writing. That and the fact that What If just had to have an episode with zombies. I’m sick and tired of that trope.

When it comes to the MCU movies, there are only two out of their entire catalogue I would want to be on a desert island with; Iron Man (2008) and Captain America: The First Avenger. Everything else I can leave on the table. Everything.

Then there are the Star Wars movies and shows. Right off the bat let me say that the only three Star Wars movies I cared for are the 1977 original, Empire, and Rogue One. I appreciated Rogue One in particular because there was nothing mentioned about Luke Skywalker or any of the other characters until right at the very end, when Vader showed up and ruthlessly wiped out everyone (and I mean everyone) who got in his way. This wasn’t the tame Vader of the first movies, this was a Vader who was totally committed to being a total Force badass. What ruined it was the final scene with the very poorly done Princess Lea. I also appreciate Rogue One because it provided a key plot point that explained how a ragged galactic farm boy flying a ragged single person space craft could destroy the most sophisticated machine ever produced to that point, the Death Star. The only shows I cared to watch were The Book of Boba Fett, Obi-Wan Kenobi (believe it or not), and Andor. In my opinion Andor stood head-and-shoulders above everything else, including the few shows I liked.

Some of you gentle readers might ask why I wouldn’t hang on to see the next seasons of the shows I did like. I don’t believe they’re going to get produced. Disney is losing money and viewers right now, to the tune of billions of dollars and over eight million subscribers. All of those shows are expensive to produce. Don’t kid yourself. With Bob Iger back in the saddle, a lot of blood will be spilled across the corporation, especially in streaming which is Disney+

I am suffering from Marvel fatigue, from Star Wars fatigue, from Pixar fatigue, and from classic Disney movie fatigue. And with Disney+ just pushing my monthly subscription to $10.99/month, I’m here to tell you that Disney+ ain’t worth $132/year.

Ulysses Mobile

Ulysses Mobile used to be a one-time purchase. I bought it with the idea that I’d turn my 12.9″ iPad Pro, along with a keyboard, into my primary writing tool. I tried, I really did. I wrote a number of posts back in the mid-2010s using Ulysses and they got pushed up to my blog. The problem is that Ulysses at that time wouldn’t allow me to embed images within the text. I’d do the majority of my writing with Ulysses, push it up to WordPress, then go into the WordPress editor and add in the images. Over time my use of Ulysses, along with writing with the iPad, tapered off. When Ulysses went with a yearly subscription to keep a steady income coming in to pay for developers, I understood that. At $30/year it wasn’t that much, all told. But when I went looking to see what to drop, I was shocked to note that the last writing I did with Ulysses was six year ago. I’d been paying $30/year all that time, thinking I’d get back to using it Real Soon Now. Many will point out how much better Apple-based applications are, especially on iOS and macOS. And they’re right; productive applications on the Mac platforms, when done right, are beautiful. The problem with Ulysses is that it didn’t fit within my way of working (my “workflow”). I don’t care how beautiful it is, if it doesn’t help make my job easier, then it’s useless to me.

These days (and all other days) I use the WordPress web editor. WordPress apparently relented on their plans to remove the “classic” editor. These days you can create a post either with their block-based editor or using the “classic” editor. I wish there was a way to select classic for everything via a toggle. Right now I have to click a drop down and then select classic, a mild annoyance but an action that I now do without thinking. Because the editor is web based, I can edit on any computer that has a modern web browser. For example part of this post was written in Chrome on a Lenovo Chrome Book. The best experience if you can afford it is using a MacBook Air with either Vivaldi or Brave. For the same amount of money you’d spend on an iPad Pro with a keyboard, you can purchase an up-to-date MacBook Air with the same processor, more memory, and more storage. And because the MacBook is a notebook form factor with the keyboard properly attached to the screen, you can use your MacBook (or Chrome Book or Windows notebook or Linux notebook) anywhere you can sit or stand, especially in your lap. The only downside to not using an iPad is the lack of touch screen functionality. Unless you purchase a Chrome Book like my Lenovo, which does have touch screen functionality that I never use.

Finis

That’s basically it. I’m sure I’m going to find other little bits and pieces that need to be trimmed because they provide little or no value with the money being spent to use them.